Broken into Pieces

First of all, this 2 videos I would like to share with all of u.. Cos it say out things in my heart..





I think things has come to the end of everything.. I dunno.. I knew everything in mi will lost but I didnt expect it to happen so fast.. I really hope things and time would turn back to before but I noe it cant.. Wat had happened oreadi happened.. How I love, miss, it oso no use anymore.. Hope and trust had gone.. Wats more can I do??!!

To someone - Thanks for all e chances that u had been teaching, giving mi.. I really appreciated everything.. You are really a good shi fu.. It's mi who dunno how to learn and open up my heart.. Really stupid of mi dunno how to treasure it.. Ever since Im in, I had been giving u problems.. Im really sorry.. Wish u all the best in future..

To YOU - Thanks for this few mths everything u had given, accompanied, encouraging mi.. thanks for leaving mi a nice, sweet memories in my mind and heart.. With u around everytime, u made my day.. Seeing you all my troubles gone.. But I didnt noe it has come to e end so fast.. I dun really understand wat u thinking cos u dun tel mi everything in ur mind but I choose not to ask u much cos I noe u got ur own reason.. All I can do is to stand by ur side and support u.. Till now I had not given up even I left.. Mayb now u choose to hate mi, I dunno.. Or u nv visit my blog anymore.. I oso dunno.. Guess wat he said was rite.. The one that suit u onli can be those outstanding career women.. No matter wat decision u made, I will respect ur decision.. Pls tel mi ur decision.. If it is a bad one, hope we can still be frens.. I just wish for a last hugs and kiss.. That's all.. No matter wat, I will still be there for you.. I Love You..

This two weeks, the Mandy u all knew has lost.. I had given up myself and change to another person.. If u guys can find back the old Mandy that u all knew pls help mi.. Cos I had gone to e extreme that I myself oso cant help myself..

Party at PowerHouse

Yesterday was 7 November.. So many ppl birthday was on this date.. Happy birthday to all people who born on 7 November.. At nite around 12am, I went to Powerhouse to meet my frens to celebrated their birthday.. When I reached Powerhouse, there was so many ppl Quene - ing to enter.. I dun even noe where is the Q.. Went to smoking area to find Colin and there was a fight over there, the person was bleeding.. So all the Bouncer went to stop the fight and Colin came up with the idea to cal mi just enter in from smoking area.. Haha.. I was so scare that the bouncer will catch mi enter from there.. Thanks to Colin helping mi by toking to mi like I enter before den just enter like that.. Lols..

Went in Powerhouse, met Colin frens.. Drink with them den went to Alvin's frens table.. Kept running up and down for two table.. Lols.. Got two more of my frens came PH too but they got their own table.. I lazy go here and there so I nv join them.. We played games, drink, dance, tok til 4 plus, sumthing had happened.. Colin had a quarrel with Alvin's fren.. Hais.. They went outside to settle but I cant go out as I dun have stamp on my hand..

Alvin went out to help to talk to them and things got settled.. Colin cant come in to PH after that as he got banned.. Hais.. Am I to blame? Felt so sori and bad for Colin and Alvin.. They came here to celebrated and have fun in the end like that.. :(

After settled, Alvin and I went in PH to contiune and half way, Jerry called us.. He was with his frens.. So we joined them awhile before heading home.. As I cant drink anymore.. Went to had breakfast with Alvin at Mac.. After that we went home to slp..

Holiday..

Why is life so sucks? Been to Malaysia last week cos many things had happened over there.. Hais.. Came back on Wed morning and in the afternoon went to settle my things around with Mummy til late evening time.. At nites slept veri early as Thurs I need to wake up veri early to go Malaysia again but this time round is for relaxing as Daddy booked it veri long ago..

DAY 1

Woke up at 5.30am in the morning, went downstair to have our breakfast and took cab down to Golden Mile to take bus to Genting.. Our trip starts at 7.30am, half way through, I got a terrible stomach pain.. It was so painful until I wan to bite ppl.. Mm.. Reached Genting at 2pm and went to check in our rooms.. We waited for 1 hour as there lots of ppl checkin in too.. So while waiting, we went to the cafe and have our lunch..

This is my lunch, wanton mee that cost mi RM 14 plus per bowl.. So ex.. But their wanton are veri big.. 4x Singapore wanton size.. So expensive and not nice.. Lols.. Dun ever try if u go Genting.. Haha

After eating lunch, caught Daddy bought Ice Cream to eat while I walked around the place.. How can he buy without mi??!! Saded..

Got our keys, went up to the rooms, put our luggage down, bathe and went out.. Haha.. Took cab down to the temple before Genting as it is veri far if walk.. The temple is veri big and nice after renovation.. Went to 拜拜 around and took some pictures..

Look at the beautiful scene that Genting has.. So nice..

Few mins later, the haze came and covered the whole place.. Cant even see a thing.. Lols..

This is Nine Dragon wall..

Took shuttle bus back to Genting, went to Resort Hotel for dinner.. Went to a herbal restaurant called East Court, the food there are veri nice..

Our dinner, with some rice, veg and 肉骨茶.. And mine is 肉骨茶 mee sua.. The soup and noodles are veri nice.. The soup and ingredients is totally different and alot more from Singapore.. Should try if u are there.. Love it!!

After eating, went to walked around at First World Indoor Theme Park.. Walked past Believe It Or Not and took picture.. I still remember the last time I went in, I scream bcos it scared mi.. My frens who went in wif mi, felt veri sori for them as I kept pinchin my frens.. Lols..

They are making some noises and stunt, killing e King Kong.. Haha..

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Went back to Hotel, bathe and had some rest after a long day.. Around 9 plus we went to Starbucks to have some drinks.. Daddy asked mi wats my age as he wans to bring mi to Casino to take a look.. I told him I dun wan to go but he insist mi to go in and look how is it.. Went to Genting Highland Hotel n First World Hotel de Casino.. Saw alot of gamblers that play veri big.. RM 1000 by thousand play like that.. I see I stunt.. Daddy took RM 100 to try his luck and he won back RM 1700 just 1 round and we went off.. The funniest part is when the police check my ID, they look at my Mummy not mi.. Even I passed and stand in front of them.. They tot e ID is my Mummy's??!! Lols..

After that went to take pictures outside... The temperature there is veri veri veri cold.. Cant even see much things outside as the haze covered all and Im wearing jus a shirt and short pant walking around.. Lols..

It's 1am plus getting late.. Went back to Hotel and slp..

DAY 2

Woke up at 7.30am, bathe and went out to have our breakfast.. Went to Old Town Cafe to have our breakfast.. So delicious.. Hehe..

After eating, went to walked around and took alot of pictures.. While on the way walking, I saw this poster that I like alot.. It's 林峰 my idol.. Woot~ This poster attracted mi alot and I decided to take a picture down.. Lols..

Daddy bring mi to Casino again.. But this time is Resort Hotel Casino.. Daddy went to try his luck again.. I stand other table to see how they played.. I figured it out and took RM100 to try.. And and and I won back RM 300.. Stopped and went to find Daddy.. Daddy won too.. Totally plus together we won RM 1500 plus.. So happy.. We left the place, went back to hotel, packed our things and check out.. Im in love with Genting!!


Cab down to Kuala Lumpur.. Told Daddy to save money and he kept telling mi ' It's okay.. Genting treated us'.. Den I was like stuck nothing to say..

Reached KL at 12.45pm, went to check in Citin Hotel, place our bag inside room and went out.. Took cab to Utama Shopping Centre.. This is the largest shopping centre in KL.. 3 shopping centre merged together as 1.. Mm.. The shops inside are like Paragon, branded.. I didnt noe that 6 of my cousins working at the shopping mall together.. I onli saw 4 of them another 2 off that day.. Chatted with cousins awhile and we continue to walk around.. Daddy went to 1 of the cousin shop and bought 3 wallets.. 1 for mi, 1 for Mummy and 1 more for kor kor.. Cousin gave us alot of free gifts..Total bill for that was so stunting.. Woot~

Cousin n Mi

Cab back to hotel as the distance is veri far . Reached hotel, bathe and rest awhile.. After resting went to Times Square, BB Plaza, Nite Market to shop and walked around.. Went to Cu Cha Restaurant in one of the street to have our dinner.. Fried Hokkien Mee.. The noodle is the size of Mee Tai Mud.. So big la.. Nices..

Cab back to hotel again.. That's all for a long day...

DAY 3

Woke up at 7.15am today.. Same thing.. Went down to have breakfast first and packed things to check out.. Took bus to Malacca early morning at 9.30am.. 3 hours trip, slept inside bus.. Alighted at Malacca Central and we took cab to Malacca Red house I think.. Dunno called wat place oso.. Lols.. Same thing find hotel and put things down in the room.. The cab driver intro us a style malay hotel.. So expensive just for 1 nite.. Daddy dun really like..But we check in liao.. So no choice..

Walked out to have our lunch at the famous malay store.. Many interviewed by medias and award.. Ordered alot of items.. So nice but spicy..


After eating, we went to take Menara Taming Sari to see the scenery of Malacca.. Took alot of pictures.. Cant load up as loading is so slow.. Haha.. So load some onli..

This kid is so cute!!This is 1 of e Museum in Malacca.. Should noe wat's inside ba.. Veri obvious liao..

Omg!!! Look at the snake!!So big and heavy...Lols

Went to temple 拜拜 before continue to tour around.. Saw this big pineapple tart.. It's real, they baked out.. After that went to Nyonya Museum.. The things inside are so old.. Was thinking last time ppl are they rich?? Mm.. Cant take picture inside.. Too bad.. Went to Malacca Megamall shopping centre and shop around and guess wat I saw??!!

Tada!! It's A&W!! It's still exist in Malaysia.. LOLs.. It's my fav but Singapore dun have liao.. Saded..

Bought alot of things from the shopping centre.. After a hot day, same thing went back to hotel to bathe and rest awhile.. At nite, we went to Jonker Walk to have dinner and walked around.. Went to the famous chicken rice store.. Many artistes went there to have their dinner too..


Ordered a plate of wanton soup, stream chicken, Otah, Bean Sprout, Rice Ball, Thai Swt Chicken Craw.. Nice nice..


After eating and walking, went to 二叔公？？！！Nono。。 Is 三叔公.. Daddy took wrongly.. Haha.. Bought food and stuff back to hotel.. Guess wat I bought at watson?? It's a seaweed Pringles.. Veri nice.. But Singapore nv sell.. Haha.. If have should go buy..

Went back hotel to slp after a long long day...

DAY 4

Woke up super early at 6.30am.. Earlier and earlier.. Lols.. Same thing, bathe, eat breakfast and check out.. After that we took bus to grandma hse to attend wedding again.. This time round dunno whos wedding.. Dunno which cousin or relatives de son got married.. Too many that I dun rem or seem before.. Haha..

Had a heart to heart tok with Daddy this few days and sum of the things turn out veri badly.. No matter how hard I tried and how I convince him, he jus dun agreed on wat Im doing.. Really sad.. Hais.. So I got no choice but to listen on wat he said.. Life is always so sucks..

Had lots of fun this few days.. But I still found sumthing missing.. Really miss you much

Stomach killing mi

Woke up today stomach not feeling quite well.. I thought it just some kind of stomach pain in the morning but in the afternoon sumthing is not right.. I kept going to the toilet alot of times.. I applied 如意油 on my stomach but the pain is still killing mi.. Got no choice went to rest in the afternoon..

Woke up from rest still in pain.. Dunno wat happened also.. Hais.. Hope tml will be alrite.. :)

Got to rest again.. Nites

Wat has happened?!

This few days, I dunno wat has happened to mi after I returned back to Singapore.. In Malaysia that three days, I oreadi had this kind of feeling.. First day when I reached Malaysia, Im fine.. Can chat and played with my cousins.. But the second and third day，I totally dun have the mood to play with them or eat much.. I may seem to be happy taking pictures in Malaysia.. But Im not.. I tried to control myself to be happy..

The day I came back to Singapore, I thought I will be fine.. But it's seem like till now I still got that feeling.. I had this feeling that I dunno wat is it too.. I dun feel like toking to anyone even my parents, the whole day I dun felt like eating, even if I eat, I only eat abit of rice that is half of a small bowl size den dun feel like eating liao.. I'll drop tears out of sudden and lock myself from everyone.. Especially at nite..

I really dunno wat thing can make mi like this and why.. I dunno wat has happened to mi.. I really dunno.. Even now Im blogging, Im dropping my tears too.. It's been a week that I felt like this.. Can sumone tell mi wat has happened to mi??!!

Miss those days..

It's 6am in the morning and Im still awake.. Everyone in my house is sleeping except mi.. Cant get any sleep.. Listen to music, played games, still cant get to slp.. So I switched on my laptop and explored my files inside my laptop.. Found alot of old photos that I had with Grand staff..

My 18 yrs old chalet at Downtown East

Thanx Samuel, Din, WenJun, Ginnie, Xuian Ming, Yati, Hong Brothers ( Wai & Choon), Wayne, Sze May, Jordan, Lun Papa, Seow Zhong, Ah Pang ( Daniel), Simon, Roy, MingWei and many more who attended my birthday celebration that time.. If I have forgot ur name pls tell mi.. I will not put inside.. Wahahahaha..

Sushi buffet at Cineleisure

Took alot of plates until all of them cant finish.. In the end only me finished all.. Lols.. Diana was there too... :)

Sentosa outing at Siloso Beach

Had Great Fun swimming, playing volleyball, tanning, talking, relaxing at the beach with u guys!! Hope this days will come again for gathering..

Grand Party on 27/08/07

Every year we will have a grand party celebration for our hardwork.. But this year is the most fun party ever.. Had water parade at the veri last part.. HAHA..

No Signboard @ Vivo City

Had our lunch in No Signboard at Vivo City.. Look at Simon was so happy taking the crab.. Enjoy our lunch and we even took pictures and send out through MMS to those cant attend.. Wahahaha.. *Evil*

Mm..

Look wat Din is doing!! When this two Moet arrived, Din took it and played with it.. I managed to take this picture down.. He's using the Moet to cover his FAT BODY.. Lols..

Gambling

Guess where are we?? We are in the bus going back towards Singapore.. Went to Genting for vacation with Ah Gu ( Christina), Simon, Ah Boy ( Wilson), WenJun, Ginnie, Xuian Ming, Li Wei and Wei Siong.. Played BlackJack inside bus while travelling back Singapore with RM and SG dollar..

Corn Dog Feast

Corn Dog feast with Umar, Zhi Xuan, Jon, Benson, Roy, Jona, Mi and many many more..

Edmund

Picture with Edmund.. As he treat mi like his sis and I treat him as my youngest bro.. Everytime talk to me when Im down.. Thanx Bro..

Drunk?!

This picture was my favourite picture that we took.. Look nices!! :)

KTV @ Liang Court

Had our KTV session for 4 hours.. Guess who sang the most songs?!! Winner get prize from mi... Lols

Third Party?! Lols

Dun get the wrong idea.. We are buddy buddy..This is the place where we usually talk when we have sumthing to speak to each other.. A place for mi to cry and let out in grand..

Times when we all eat Vegetables rice for the whole month.. Misses the food.. Cheap and nice..

There are more others pictures that really reminds mi of last time in Grand working and others.. I had my happy and sad times in grand.. Thanx to all my buddys, frens being by my side all the while.. I really dunno wat to say but thanx.. Especially Samuel.. :)



This few mths things had change alot.. It's not the same as last time.. Really hope I can look forward to the way it has been for the time when I first knew you.. E happy times we had together.. Really miss the days.. 只想对你说声 I LOVE YOU

Malaysia Wedding

Yesterday arrived at Grandparents hse at 8 plus in the nite.. Took a long trip bus to Malaysia.. From morning 11 plus till 8 plus den reached the area around Grandparents hse.. Then uncle drove to fetch us back to grandparents hse cos still quite a long distance to reach..

So excited to see Grandpa & Grandma as I few years see them once.. Grandma is still the same and Grandpa looks weak.. Den I found out that he has eye and hearing problem.. He cant see people clearly.. He dun even recognize mi.. He have to take a few mins to see mi clearly who I'm.. He's 72 this year oreadi.. I dun blame him.. :)

Chatted with Ah man, Ah leong and played with my uncle's baby.. So cute.. He noes how to walk and talk oreadi.. So fast.. Haha.. It was late so we all went to bed together..

Ah Man & Ah Leong

My Cousin's 2nd daughter

Woke up veri early today around 6 plus, washed up and Uncle drove us to outside market to have our breakfast.. I had my favourite Chi Cheong Fun with Curry and Luo Mi Fun with Curry.. They are my favourite breakfast dish in Malaysia.. Whenever I go back, without failed I will order this two dish to eat!!

After eating, Uncle went to buy sumthings and headed back home to prepare for wedding things.. At 11 plus, they begun to serve the elderly tea and kids gets their hongbao.. It was so fun and happy to see ppl get married.. So many people were in Grandparents hse.. All my Aunts, Uncles, Cousins and many more.. I didnt noe that I got some many relatives.. Got some Uncles didnt even come for the wedding so if plus them in, will be more and more.. Lols.. At 3 plus, we all went to prepare and doll up for the dinner..

Dinner starts at 6 plus, so many people were there oreadi when I reached.. Everyone ask who am I.. Lols.. Do I change my image everytime that most of the people dun recognize mi? Haha.. Guess who spectacles is this?? It's mine!! As I left it at my Grandparents hse 2 yrs ago and it's still there.. Haha..

Reached back Grandparents hse around 9 plus.. Played with my cousins and now have a bit of time to blog.. It's getting late too.. Got to turn in liao.. Nites

Miss You Badly!!