Thursday, September 10, 2009

Smile gone

Sumtimes I really dun understand why why why? Am I really that lousy that I cant do things rite everytime? Am I the one who always mess things up and make people unhappy?

I may b veri quiet everytime when it comes to meeting, scolding or so but that doesnt not mean that I dun care.. It's just that I dun express it out.. U think that I like being scolded everytime? when I get scolded or wat I just sit back and relax without any improvement? I tried my veri best to improvement myself everyday better to better.. I noe that there are lots of people who are really good and catching up that I totally cant compare with them.. Once compare will straight FAILED.. I oso noe that alot of people is looking down on mi.. I may not be good in Sales, Accounting and others, but if there is sumone there to teach mi veri detail, I believe that I will not fail you.. I really wan to prove to everyone that Im not a failure..

Now I totally lose everything in my life and I fcuking hate myself..

Pls give mi a chance to improve things and be a better person in my career.

Pls give mi support especially YOU

1 comment:

  1. Rainbow will come after rain falls. Day break will come after darkness. Be brave. Be vigilant.
    Hope you will find the right path soon. ^^v

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